Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Hogan House - Week 1

Andrea Hogan - townie - S4, black hair, green eyes - Capricorn - 7 neat, 4 outgoing, 1 active, 8 playful & 5 nice - Fortune - Lifetime goal to become a criminal mastermind.

I have always wanted a lot out of life. I wanted to be rich. I wanted to be happy. I didn't want to be pregnant from a one night stand. Cleveland is nice enough but he's not the kind of man to marry me. That's why I didn't even bother to tell him about the baby. I just stayed home, all alone, and worked on my paintings. It's a great way to earn some extra cash.


There was no one to greet me when my friend Christy drove me home from the hospital with my son. I was sort of sad to think that Jason would never know his father. I guess that's why I called Cleveland to tell him. I think we were disconnected somehow. The line just went dead.

Eventually Cleveland did come by. I thought it was a good sign. Maybe my son would have a father after all.

Cleveland stayed for Jason's birthday. Isn't he a handsome boy.

Jason Hogan - G2 - S4, blond hair, brown eyes - Pisces - 7 neat, 4 outgoing, 8 active, 5 playful & 10 nice.

Unfortunately the one visit was all Cleveland did. I soon realized that I was once again on my own. I started studying hard because I needed the promotion. But as I did I couldn't help but think about how much my son needed a father and I needed a man in my life.

Jason grew up quickly. He is very intelligent for his age.

He has started asking about his father. He barely remembers him but he wants to know why he doesn't live with us. I'm not sure what to tell him.

So there was this guy Kenneth Day that I met at work. He asked me out. It had been a long time since I'd gone out on a date. It had been years since I'd been with a man at all.

I didn't want Jason to hear me with Kenneth so we wound up getting the car all steamy. I had a good time. Maybe too good a time. I started thinking that Kenneth might make a good father for Jason.


When Jason found out about my date with Kenneth he pitched a fit. He cried and cried. He wanted his dad to move in. His REAL dad. I had to tell him that Cleveland could never move in with us. It broke my heart. Now I don't know what to do. I want to give him male influence but I don't want to hurt him. I love Jason very much. For now I'm going to put things with Kenneth on hold. I have to do what's best for my son. If only I could figure out what that was.

2 comments:

AeronwyDiobhell said...

Wow, all these kids look so much like their dad. *g* But at least he's managed to produce at least one who's got some neatness points! Poor Jason though. He's really upset his mom and dad aren't together. :-(

Anjel76 said...

Awww ... poor kid. Well, I think the plan should be to let her new beau get to know her son. And then maybe they could become friends, and then maybe he wouldn't mind having a new father figure in his life. What'dya say?